yesterday, L and ryuk are trying to tell me that S might be kidnapped and things that are not really pleasant cause i have been complaining that she has not been online for some time.. today.. S came online.. with her pm "a pleasant date".. speechless.. uber speechless.. abnormal insomnia kicking in now.. tossing and turning.. finding how it came to this..

conclusion..

tactic? i personally feel that i have comed to a stage where, in this sector, i am above average.. so nope..

looks? maybe not.. i dun look bad dun i? maybe not the best out there.. but better then HIM..

style? obviously not.. who styles their hair better than me? obviously.. i do dress well when i need to.. though not everyday.. i would rate myself slightly above average..

finance? might be.. parents are not giving enough.. but i still see myself as rather ok financially wise larh.. i still can pay for things not overboard..

personality? sadly.. other than a bit of arrogance.. nothing else what.. or is there? advise needed..

body? i think this might be my downfall.. a serious downfall.. it has been the downfall for my previous attempt.. so why couldnt it be the downfall for this?

conclusion..

i am gonna lose weight! no more 100kg nonsense le.. i will target for a realistic 75kg now.. and slowly reduce to maybe about 70kg.. i dun want to feel fat anymore.. i dun want!! i want to feel muscles/bones..

1st.. i am gonna live on a oil-free lifestyle.. forget the taste of old.. no more OIL, NO MORE STARCH!!

2nd.. i am gonna lend the weights from mr ho.. lose weight.. use weights..

3rd.. no more sugary drinks.. goodbye bubble tea..


i dun want ppl to say "zhui shou jiu shi ni liao.. " i dun want to be fat!!

till then.. 75kg!!!

Yagami Light.

Deathnote Written At 6:49 AM .
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