Sunday, August 10, 2008 Kami's 1st Post
HELLO MY FRIENDS! this is my very very 1st post. 2 fat ppl is pressuring me to post even as im typing this.
life's been pretty mundance these past few weeks, other than projects which btw have been handed up, nothing really interesting happened.
i havent made any new friends for a couple of weeks already. thats quite sad as girls are like drugs, an addiction that cannot be kicked.
oh wait, perhaps something interesting happened. i made friends with my classmates's freshie friend. at the v least, she remembers me hahahahahaha
i heard from my classmate that her class doesnt really like her cuz they think she's weird. but looking at her n talking to her, she doesnt strike me as
the weird sort.
maybe its just me, but i feel they shldnt ostracize her, no1 deserves to be ostracized. oh well, nothing i can do abt it anyway, hopefully
things will become easier for me. oh yea! the guys in her class are fucking ugly, there's a couple of them who can be the guy version of no.1.
ugly ppl dont have the right to ostracize other.
are looks really that important? perhaps it isnt for others, but its everything to me. i've been living my hypocritical life ever since 2008 started.
i guess it wasnt so bad when i just entered poly, i didnt know anyone from my course at all, so of course i had to be nice n polite. then ppl started to
think im a nice person, which is true to a certain extent.LOL!
i supposed i've changed, in the past, i would take the time to talk to ppl i dont really click well with, but now i wouldnt even take the trouble to strike
up a conversation. i think thats the biggest change in me as far as i can tell, everyday before i leave my house, i put on my mask. sometimes i think of
my mask as a person i used to be, a facade which can nv be taken down in public lest i offend others.
who wouldnt want to be well liked? jerry told me that i should have gone for one of the elections of my course, he said im quite popular not just with the ppl
from my old class, but with the other classes too. i guess the only reason for that would be because they havent seen the real me.
issues n issues, i've many problems. 1st i want to complain abt the upcoming chalet that is left to me to plan.
ppl just dont want to confirm their attendances, i dont see wads so hard abt it, just tell me if you're coming or not, isnt that simple?
and i dont understand why some losers dont want to come, its supposed to be a bonding activity and majority of the ppl coming are frm law.
moneywise, im nt really that worried as im certain i have more than enough to pay for everything myself, but of course i will try to get those ppl coming
to pay. i guess the main reason im unhappy is cuz im nt really asking alot from ppl, i just want the attendance to be confirmed, im nt even asking them to
pay for alot. ok enough abt this, ill continue complaining abt this another day.
ok now for the happier stuff. im glad i've got these few friends in my life, without them life would really suck.
ALVIN KHOO WEI XIANG
- Mr Pig A. one of the few ppl that im comfortable ard, one of the few whom i can take down any kinda pretense. i knew him since sec2 and when i 1st set eyes
on him, i thought he looked abit like a pig, he's some1 i can count on in times of need, not that i will need help, Akatsuki No Pain NEEDS NO HELP! among all
of my friends, he is the one who can really intro girls to me and i dont need to formulate any plan, he will do it for me. thats why im proud to call u a friend.
TAN JUN YOU
- WUSHU CHAMPION! how i made friends with him was quite stupid, we both failed math and from there we knew each other. i rmb we scored 5/20 haha. a pathetic
score, but i wouldnt mind failing agn, if not i might not get a chance to be friends with this cool brother. he is another one i can drop any form of pretense
and just be myself, actually infront of all the people that im gonna mention, there is no need for me to put up a barrier. this fucker has no brains at times,
duno how to intro any girls to me, everything also i must do myself. but im still proud to call u a friend.
TOH PI LAI (friend of yingying)
- Mr Pig B, another good friend, easy to talk with but i must use simpler english. i tried to bring him n another of my classmate together but so sad it didnt
work out. he is quite a useless person in terms of introing girls to me, totally useless, cannot even adapt to a changing situation, duno whr his brains sometimes.
but still im proud to call him a friend, even though he's useless in the area of girls. most important of all, he's friends with yingying.
WANG JIETING
- Ms Pig J, i knew her since sec2, and ever since then, every single time that we went home together, i always walked her to her gate. im still waiting for
her to send me home. she's a very nice person who cabs me to school on mondays n sometimes thurs. i guess life wouldnt be the same w/o her, she's abit slow,
and sometimes its difficult to get her to understand some things due to her slow brain. BUT STILL, im proud to call her a friend. another useless person in
terms of girls as she doesnt have pretty friends that are my type.
NEO WEE TAO
- Mr Pig C, he who owes me my ruler for 4 years already. i met this fat guy in PUMP and there we kinda clicked i guess. he isnt the very sociable type as
he says the only ppl he makes friends with are the ones who can talk nonsense. nowdays he's getting more n more arrogant over his cs which i shall crush him
as soon as the cybercafe in eastpoint opens for business. sometimes i wonder if he's gay as he isnt really into girls, but i suppose time will tell wouldnt it?
im proud to call him a friend!
and lastly before i end, i would like to impart my wise sagely sayings,
No matter how gifted, i alone cannot change the world, but i can make a difference.
With this, i end this post.
sayonara, stay tuned for L's nxt post.
-Hong Hui
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